From Diet Blog Share: Due to various circumstances with a guy I’d been seeing for the last 2 1/2 years I ATE MY EMOTIONS LAST NIGHT!!! Now, I didn’t get too out of control and eat everything in sight, I just ate stuff I have never touched before. I have been so strong and have stayed away from things I knew were bad. I ate a 6 pack of Hostess donuts – they are the small ones, not that it is an excuse to eat all 340 calories of them! Then I continued to eat a whole box of ready-made breakfast sausages. Then I was on too spaghetti. I boiled the water, and then dumped it out – I stood in the kitchen and said, “What the heck am I doing? Why would I do that to myself?” I have worked too hard to gain weight back because of some idiot that can’t be faithful! So, there I was sitting on my couch, wondering if I should just go throw all of this crap back up. The positive side: I would get those calories and fat back out of me.

The negative side: I would start something that maybe I wouldn’t be able to stop. I know for many people it becomes habit and that is something I don’t ever want to do. Well, I didn’t do it. I sat on the couch and boo hoo’ed about how much of an idiot I am too let someone come into my life for the last 2 1/2 years and treat me like crap. It’s my fault. He is obviously an idiot, and can not see his mistakes and what they do to me. So, I don’t blame him. Yes, I am angry with him, but I blame me. Today I will go on like a normal day. I will sit here at work and think about where my life is going and how much I have going for myself. I am an independent girl, I live on my own, take care of myself, have a good job, a decent car, and the drive to change myself physically. I wont sit around anymore and wait for someone to change.

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[Forum] Letting Circumstances Dictate My Eating